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| A Little Bit of a Vacation Did Me Good |
For a while, I thought I would go crazy...with all these crazy thoughts in my head regarding my marriage, ex-boyfriend, family in the philippines, etc... They were all disturbing! Now when I think about them, I would have destroyed so many lives, including mine, if I acted on them. Thank God I am such a coward! If I wasn't, there would be no turning back and my life would've been a mess.
Last Thursday, Bob and I went to drive up to South Carolina to check the area coz we've been getting excited to move somewhere and SC is such a nice place to start a new life. And a family. And when we were there...all the doubts and crazy thoughts just went away. And now, I have a clearer vision of what I want in my life...
I want what I have right now...and then some will just follow through. Not long ago, I was thinking of some other things totally opposite with I want now. I am following the right direction. And I am so happy.
I just have to realize that every ups and downs are designs of a wonderful life. What a line! Way to go, ME!!! |
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Name: isay
Home: Somewhere, Fl, United States
About Me: Trying to get online therapy for my deepest thoughts and emotions on certain issues that affect my life, as well as the society. But generally, yeah, I am a good and a beautiful person, hehehe...
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