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| Kinda Depressed |
I just had my twins last May 7th, 2009. Ever since I gave birth, everything has been ridiculously fast but it seems like I am doing the same things over and over again, every day, the same time of a day, every freaking day! I don't get to get out of the house coz I got twins...it's not easy to walk around by myself with 2 cry babies in tow! It's hard enough when my husband and I go out together with the twins. It's just simply hard!
Right now, I am at home..my twins are asleep. I am online although there are so much shit to do around the house, I don't feel like doing shit.
I am tired. I want to cry right now. I want to cry everyday.
My husband doesn't seem to give a shit! Even when he comes home from work, he seems like happy to see the babies so he attends to them right away. About me? I get excited when I know he's coming home. But when he's home, it gets more depressing. I want to talk bout something to him and he just nods his head and agreement. SOmetimes I'm not done talking, he already agrees to it. I bet when I ask him what did I just say, he won't know shit!
I dunno how long this will last.
DOn't get me wrong though, my boys are the best things that ever happened to me! They complete all aspects of my life! But this depression I need to get out of my system but I don't know how...I just seem to go deeper and deeper into it. IT IS SCARY! |
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| Wow!!! So loooooooooooong ago! |
I am sooo shocked to see how long ago it was since I last posted in here...Actually, I didn't even know I could still log in - I forgot my password and my email address, which I have lots and lots!
Well, I am glad I am back. Not that this means I will be able to update everyday. I got twins now. Twin boys to take care of everyday and my time is just so limited online. So, we'll see. |
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Name: isay
Home: Somewhere, Fl, United States
About Me: Trying to get online therapy for my deepest thoughts and emotions on certain issues that affect my life, as well as the society. But generally, yeah, I am a good and a beautiful person, hehehe...
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